yeeeeeeeeeeah | changed the lyrics because I can

It was now or never, sunk in too deep for him to think of swimming back to the surface, and he'd meet their fate gladly right now. He watched as she pushed her head back, curious eyes tracing down her neck and collarbone, the smooth curves of her breasts and down to her stomach, before he leaned in to kiss right above the center of her chest. His fingers continued their journey down until finally brushing along a territory he'd never explored before on anyone, let alone Katniss, simply sliding down between her legs with a hesitant touch.

If she'd thought anything before was intense, this blew everything else out of the cupboard. Her hips bucked up against his fingers, a cry escaping her lips as her nails dug into his skin.

"Ohh...." She ground up against his hands, panting softly as she held him to her.

Peeta had never seen Katniss like this before and he decided right here and now that he wanted to hear more.

He was thriving from her reactions, fingers slipping down before caressing up again in steady strokes, trying to find a pace that would ease them into this. She felt... warm and her expressions and sounds were only urging on his own need, hips pressed down against her leg still and subtly rocking with the pace he'd set.

"Katniss..." he murmured, almost sounding amazed as lips kissed every inch of skin around her collarbone and neck.

The way they moved together, she was shocked by how easy it was to find the pace. The pattern. Her hips pushed up against his hand, rolling to the movements of his fingers, and her leg moved to met his thrusts. Nearly panting, she reached to catch his face in her hand, pull his lips to hers.

The moment their lips touch he is kissing her with a renewed passion, sighing moans against her lips from the building, overwhelming sensations. Although he doesn't have experience with sex, he knew from the start when hearing other boys' stories that he wouldn't want to waste his first time. He'd want to take it slow, actually feel something... just like this.

After a few heated moments, his fingers brush further up, unknowingly pressing against that sensitive bundle of nerves there, before stroking down again. He was slowly gaining confidence in his movements, trusting Katniss to tell him if something wasn't right.

When his fingertips brushed over that spot, her thighs tried to clamp shut, to hold his hand there. Each thing he did just sent her head reeling with more sensation.

And there was more?

"That...that feels good." She panted between kisses, holding his face to hers for more or them.

"W-What?" He mumbled breathlessly in return, distracted by her kisses and touches and the intimacy of their bodies right now, taking a moment to register. "This...?" His fingers brushed up again to where he thought she'd first reacted like that, rubbing there slowly.

"Yes, there!" She gasped, her hips pulling back, the sensation to much, before grinding down against his hand again. Sliding her hand down, she laid it over his, wanting to hold him there.

Biting her lips, she writhed under him, trying to get the right pressure in the right place, gasping against his neck as the new sensation crashed over her.

Hearing her like this was driving him insane, glad she couldn't exactly see his face right now because it was a bright red. He nosed above her ear and kissed any skin he could find, hand angled the way she wanted it and fingers moving to the steady beat of her writhing. He honestly couldn't remember ever being as excited as he felt right then, knowing that he was helping her feel like this... him.

Everything in her felt like it was twisting up, winding tight in her belly, and she arched against him, pushing, not sure where it was going just wanting it. Her toes curled into the sheets, one hand twisted with his, the other holding him to her.

And then suddenly it she got there, where ever it was, and she felt like every muscle in her body was strung tight, before letting out a cry against his throat, holding tighter if that was even possible. The sensation was more than she could handle, and as it ebbed away she gripped him tightly, panting.

His lips were pressed to her jaw when it happened and for a split second he wasn't really sure what to do. Thankfully instinct set in before he could overthink anything, keeping his hand pressed against her with hers holding it, though his fingers did slow down. His breath was heavy against her skin despite her being the one who just reached her peak, mind fuzzy with the thought that that just happened.

"Katniss..." he breathes out quietly, lifting his head a little so he could properly see her.

She stared up at him, her grey eyes heavy as she tried to get herself back down in her own body. The night wasn't threw, she didn't want it to end but...that had been intense.

"That was...wow." She said, when she finally had some breath to use. Her body moved against him, still aware of how hard he was, still knowing there was a lot more to come.

"Y-Yeah..." he agreed with her. "I wasn't expecting that either..."

Though when she moved he suddenly became aware of the fact that he was still aroused and pressed against her. The grinding made him groan and press down again, wanting so much but not wanting to rush either of them into it. "K-Katniss..." He wasn't sure how to ask, how to proceed with what they both knew they were going to do.

Starting to come back down, Katniss looked up at him, a smile playing at the corner of her lips. Everything felt warm, and heavy, and good.

And she wanted him to feel the same way. It took a moment to gather up the courage, to try to figure out what she was doing, but finally she push back on his shoulders gently.

"Lay back Peeta..."

A slight sense of panic set in when she said that, not for himself but out of concern for her.

"Are you sure? We don't have to. You don't have to, I mean. I already... we... if it's too much..."

He had never in his life stumbled over so many words.

"I'm sure. Lay back."

She wasn't sure, actually. Once she had him on his back, she only had the vaguest idea what she was going to do. But she felt bold, some energy still coiled up in her belly, and she wanted to make him feel as good as he had made her feel.

It really was silly to back out now anyway, especially when he didn't want to. If Katniss wasn't uncomfortable continuing then he wouldn't be either. So another moment later he listened, carefully turning onto his back, suddenly feeling so much more exposed as he watched her, reached out for her simply to not be apart for a second.

Moving with him, she laid on her side, pressed against his, and let herself take in his body. It was beautiful, and she didn't let herself shy away, even when she reached part she previously had no lingered on.

Taking a deep breath, she let her hands follow her eyes, finger tip tracing over his collar bone, before dipping down along his sternum. Over his flat belly, brushing lower over the curls there and then running her fingertips, gently, up his length.

Her gaze felt more powerful that anything right now, judging him steadily, fully, but he could tell she could somehow see nothing wrong with it, even with his leg so out in the open.

Well. Everything was kind of out in the open right now.

When she began to touch him, his breath caught and for a few long seconds he forgot how to exhale. He kept trusting eyes on her, body building up tension until he cold finally... finally release it, a breathless groan escaping with it, louder than he had intended.

The fact that she had caused that sound from him, that her hands had gotten it...it started that tension coiling all the tighter. She didn't need to ask if she was doing this right. The way his body was tensing, breath hitch...she knew it was right.

Wrapping her fingers more firmly around the hard flesh, she began to slowly move her hand over it.

It felt good- no... better than good. He'd never had anyone touch him before and it was more amazing than he'd imagined, especially knowing it was with Katniss. Perhaps the situation of their night and what was to come tomorrow had something to do with the surge of emotions he was feeling, but all Peeta knew was that he never wanted to let go of tonight. Any of it.

His breathing was labored, heavy and deep with the occasional moan of pleasure or mumbled syllables of her name. His eyes eventually shut though his hands reached for her, fingers skimming up her arm or side, pulling her in so he could kiss her with all of the passion he could muster.

She returned it with every bit she could, pressing against him, trying to get as much contact with his body as she possibly could.

The way this made her feel heavy, light headed...it was almost like alcohol. With none of the draw backs. But so much better.

Sliding her hands over his length, she nipped at his mouth, aloung his jaw, before burying her face against his neck and looking down at him, laid out for her. And her hand moving over his erection, slowly and firmly.

When Katniss pulled away from the kiss he let out another unexpectedly loud moan, fingers digging into her lower back as he pushed up toward her hand, hips squirming. He had no idea how she was doing it but he was already throbbing with pleasure from head to toe, his good leg sliding up against the bed so his toes could curl into the sheets in pleasure.

"Kat... Katniss," he breathed out, murmuring her name quietly under his breath as a spark of pleasure pooled and spread right where she was touching him, everywhere her body fit against his warm and happy. He wasn't sure if he should stop her now or let her continue, not wanting to end things so soon before... the main event.

"Peeta, my Peeta..." She murmured into his neck, kissing and nipping at the skin there.

The way he was moving, under her hands, the way he was writhing...she kissed harder, pressed closer.

"Peeta, I want...I want more..."

It took everything in him to reach down and put his hand over hers, trying to stop her.

"T-Then you should probably stop..." he chuckled, breathless and nervous but anxious at once. He didn't even know where all of his limbs were right now, too caught up in the moment. "You're... making me feel amazing, don't worry. I want more too..."

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luckily for peeta her leg doesn't jerk up as well.

... sob. thank you for being able to control it Katniss.

that would ruin the night pretty quick.

yup...

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freshly baked loaf of love. aww yeah.

sdhasiodhiad can't ever unsee.

hot and ready for you.

I feel like I should be making oven jokes in return.